Man tell me about it,
The only reason I wake everyday and continue is because I have an amazing wife and 2 wonderful kids.
I spend nearly everday overthinking and battlinging with my own mind to tell myself that I am fine health wise but with zero help,- kw from professionals (fighting consistently to get them to provide me with coping strategies) it's really tough to try and overcome which I think is partly due to my ASD diagnosis.im a very concrete thinker which doesnt help at all.The fact I am aware of what needs to change you would think it would be easier but since finding that lump nearly 2 years ago I question everything now in terms of my health.i wish I could just switch off.
Tbh man, me reaching out here was more about missing the interaction,chat and bullshit that very few of us all understood when it came to each other.The games nowadays are exactly as you say, complete utter shit.developers dont give a damn anymore about player base but more about mass producing crap just to make money fast. This has played a massive part on why I barely switch on the console but not entirely(mental health cause a huge lack of interest) and decent people to game with played a part also.
It ain't the games I miss,its the atmosphere that very few of us had when we where online together.Anyone can call me a pussy but it's the truth,you tend to miss those that are good around you.
Hope that makes some sort of sense
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