Shit man I feel yah ... well don't stop posting or visiting the forums .. post about anything you want you know someone is always here to comment back on things ...
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Shit man I feel yah ... well don't stop posting or visiting the forums .. post about anything you want you know someone is always here to comment back on things ...
I will be still around,
hard to get used to these strange surroundings here without being able to have the safety blanket of my wife and kids round me but they no longer need the stress they need me to have the help that I will receive here.
Meds are being changed again and they are starting them off at a low dose (to avoid any side effects and then increasing them gradually to the point when things will get easier.
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CAG CheechDogg (February 27th, 2018)
Good shit JB ... I fucking hate meds dude .. I'm on some shit for some shit but I would rather not be on it ... sometimes I wake up and I'm confused as hell .... I forget what shit is called and I forget shit that happened minutes ago. Meds fucking suck ass ... I'm actually going to see a fucking Pulmonologists to check out my damn lungs to see why I fucking can't breath sometimes ... A little fucking scared for many reasons and one of them is getting more fucking meds and other bullshit treatment .... but I'm more scared not know what the fuck prevents me from breathing sometimes ...
Old fucking age my Man ... I am just very lucky that my girlfriend herself is the one who has been pushing me to go get checked out ... without her I would avoid going to the doctors because of the fear of what I might find out and the treatment for it .. fucking sucks !!
CAG JB (February 27th, 2018)
Man I hear that and couldn't agree all to well with it all.iv an endoscopy this Friday and I'm worried about what's gonna come from that if anything. If been on more drugs than any standard 33 year old man should be on -
Lanzaprozol
Ranitadine
Peptac liquid
Cyclizine
Metroclpromoide
Endazatron
Amitriptyline 20 and 50 mg(this one was changed)
Trazodone 100mg (This one is the one that caused the mood to go lower due to side effects which lead to the OD.
Diazepam aka valium 5mg when needed
Escitalopram which is the one that they are starting of on a low dose and increasing.
It really fucks me over that I was a person who would have endured a damn headache and pain to avoid taking any tablets and now I'm stuck with that list of shit.
Iv been to hospital that many times over concerns that seemed so real that now I'm done with it all as they never got me the help I needed, I had to drive myself that crazy with worry and anxiety that I walked into a damn institution. Says a lot for the care our hospitals show people over here in Britain.
I get that due to current issues with government in Britain that funding is tied up and short for everything but FUCK ME PEOPLE ARE POTENTIALLY SELFDESCRUCTING,NOT GETTING THE HELP AS SOON AS THEY NEED IT AND ENDING UP AS A DEATH STATISTIC WEATHER IT BE DYING THROUGH LACK OF STAFF AND RESOURCES OR SUICIDE.
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Im at the pulmonary clinic now ... I'll give yah the lo'lo' when i get home lol ...
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CAG JB (February 27th, 2018)
Good luck brotha!!!!Originally Posted by CAG CheechDogg
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CAG CheechDogg (February 28th, 2018)
praying for you both ... evn you Cheech you crochity ol fucker
CAG CheechDogg (February 28th, 2018),CAG JB (March 1st, 2018)
LOL Gypsy ... my problem only seems to be asthma ... I am however going to have to see the pulmonologist in 6 weeks to check out my fucking lungs again ... no fucking lung cancer even though I was a heavy fucking smoker ... so a little relief ...
My dr told me to stop smoking so much pot. He said that is why I can’t catch my breath. I told him I would stop when I was so winded I could not get laid anymore. I’m not to that point yet but when I do get there. Just fucking shoot me instead.
JB man keep your head up, for real man. I have been through some shit in my life too. My wife had to cut me down out of a tree before when I thought I was being a burden to my family as well. Shit is never as bad as it seems at first. I remember when I was going through all my surgeries to be able to walk again and all the meds and all the pain. There were many days I was like fuck just put me out of my misery. But I stuck through, learned to walk again and then met my wife. That was 12 years ago and 6 kids later now I joke about shooting myself but that is just so I could get a day off lol. We are online a lot if ya ever want to game hit us up.
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CAG CheechDogg (March 1st, 2018),CAG JB (March 1st, 2018)
Man that's better news than what you probably expected to hear.Glad you got that sort of news.
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CAG CheechDogg (March 1st, 2018)
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