So reference to my last thread, I cannot get this gut feeling to go away that my girlfriend has fallen out off love with me ..
How many times can you go through life with heartache and heart breaks! I was going to build up the courage to propose to her as well, and I know she doesn't know that's my plan as I haven't got a ring yet and I haven't made any plans. I've asked her dad for his permission and he's given me the 'Nod' off approval but I just can't help that the relationship has reached it's course. I've done everything if not more that she's asked of me . I know this isn't really what CAG is all about but I can't vent my sadness on Facebook as I have some off her friends and her family on my Facebook, not by choice they added me and I accepted as she has my family on hers.. We aren't in each others shoes or whatever and I did ask if she wanted to stay up here for the month and that I come up on the Bank Holiday Monday (England) and stay till the 5th and we both go back to Norfolk on the 5th (where we both live).

We don't live with each other as I don't want to rush her and I think she's happy with that, as we both have our own places.. (both to which I pay the rent's on) as she asked me to help her out, I did ask if I was going above and beyond and if she wanted me to stop paying the rent on her property and she said no. (No she's not free loading) She doesn't get any support from this government for having twins and she doesn't get any money from anywhere else as she is unable to work due to having the twins 24/7 until they go to school.


Am I in the wrong??