Quote Originally Posted by Ajax1723 View Post
Having trouble reaching out to the few people I have left as I am constantly worried that they don't want to hear about it, and it is a problem.

This is about as candid I can be about all of this. IMHO, it is embarassing to have these issues, and have had to deal with that for years.
1. Don't hold back. If there are people out there that say they care, and you can tell they actually do, reach out to them.

2. You feel embarrassed because you have a disease you can't do anything about? Come on. Don't be embarrassed. I know it's hard, but those that really care understand that this isn't something you're controlling. Embarrassment has no place here. As soon as you drop that aspect of it, you'll feel a lot better, trust me. I was embarrassed about losing my fucking hair and the bald streak across the top of my head... for a few years. Then, I realized that YOU FUCKING KNOW WHAT? THAT SHIT'S NATURALLY OCCURRING... FUCK OFF. And now I could give two shits who fucking snickers at my bald spot or thin hair. Try your best to drop the embarrassment down a few notches, or altogether, and you'll find this a lot easier to deal with.

Please don't take this as me fussing at you or being harsh... it wasn't meant that way. I'm one of those who care. You know you can talk to me whenever you want.