Official Depression And Anxiety Discussion Thread

[Ajax1723]

It's definitely not you Ajax. You might not know people right now that can relate to the shit you've gone through, but I bet you that if you just stick through it that you will meet someone that you will be able to lean on in the tough times. At the same time all relationships are give and take, you got to be able to be leaned on yourself.

I am more than open to all of my friends that I'm there for them. I'm a very loyal friend, however, they never return the favor, and it just happens time and time again.

Today is even worse than yesterday. Called a crisis line to try and get rid of some of the thoughts. Just tired of chasing my supposed friends down for help.....just once I would love for them to realize that I'm not ok, it's not like it's a secret....but the fact that they never do with the exception of my ex, who is not healthy for me, just makes me think I don't matter to them.....it may or may not be true, but it's how it makes me feel, and it makes me just more less confident in myself, as I'm running out of energy at this point in dealing with this.....It is exponentially harder to fight when you feel that everyone you thought cared about you is letting/watching you just deteriorate.

Sorry for the rant....

[BiA Swindels]

Hey don't be sorry that's what this thread is all about so let it out. All of us here will listen to you. So if you want a number I have no problem giving mine if you need some one to listen