Since I activated this website and forums back in 2009 the amount of people I have met with depression and anxiety disorders is just alarming. Fortunately for some these forums, this clan and Myself have been able to help a lot of them and one good example is CAG Lesbehonest.
Having anxiety and depression is nothing to be ashamed of and most importantly nothing to be scared of either. Talking with the right people and having people that you can trust to able to talk to them about your troubles is very important. I have noticed and realized that talking to complete strangers is easier than talking to friends and family. Why? When you learn that someone else has the same troubles as you, that makes you want to talk to that person even more because you want to see if the troubles you have are very similar or if you can learn something from that person to help you out.
I am not going to lie, I don't believe in depression but at times I too feel down and out and feel like just saying fuck it all and fuck everyone. I might have anxiety myself, but luckily I have a girlfriend who is a Therapist and having Her in my life the last 2 years has been a blessing.
Like I have told many before you I will say it to you as well Ajax, don't let anything or anyone make you feel like you are worthless or like shit. I don't know if that is what you are having problems with but I have noticed that most of the times when someone is depressed and anxious it's because someone really did a number on that person mentally and when that happens it is very hard to think otherwise.
I have been told by many that I am scum, worthless, a piece of shit, lied to and cheated on and regardless of what has happened to me I am still standing!!!!
My Man Ajax, you can do anything you want. I have Faith in everything I do even if it doesn't happen I still have Faith that it "Will" happen when the time is right, I am not the most religious person in the world but I do believe that everything happens for a reason and if "God" didn't think we should go through something or didn't believe and have Faith in "Us" that we can take what ever he puts us through, he wouldn't make us go through it.
Take everything as a stepping stone, learn from it, use it as a learning experience and just say fuck it to that, you will overcome this shit my Man I promise you that, but only if you believe and have Faith in yourself!
If you feel like you need to talk to someone let me know and I will give you my personal # and you can give me a call whenever you want. Got it?
So keep your chin up, walk tall and proud, fuck everyone else and just roll with the punches my Man !!!!
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