I will keep this short. Being former Military Police in the Army for 6 years, we dealt with this more times then I would like. Just know everyone who suffers with ANY illness you have people who you can talk to. Wether it is hotlines, friends and/or family, the Clan, etc. I have read everyones replies and I have never been part of a gaming community that is as close as we are. They say this clan is like family. I strongly believe this is not LIKE a family, it IS A FAMILY. To keep this short please feel free to message and talk to ANYONE. If that person can not help they can get you help. I personally am ALWAYS available. If I can not help you, I will find who can at all cost.