I Am Sorry

[Lesbehonest]

First off I am sorry I let my CAG members down in last weekend clan war. Also yes, I have been given an infraction and a very bad mistake was on my part especially in a leadership role. No, I'm not going to be ranting on how I didn't get my way or leaving the clan. I will learn from my mistakes and keep going on.
Also on a further note: For those in the past hours I have been speaking with on Xbox I do not remember what I said and received an anxiety attack a couple hours ago. This was due to many reasons of hidden emotions coming full front. Now I'm on certain medications to help anxiety but can still have these attacks.
On a personal note with everyone I have been diagnosed again with depression and been diagnosed with GAD(generalized anxiety disorder) and possibly PTSD. I have not taken the news well considering I cannot go into the military as wanted and can't do certain things that I'm used to doing. With that being said my family as a whole thanks to college and hospital bills are tight on money and my job is below the minimum wage for the entire United States($7 an hour and can only do 40 hours).
If you wish to help me within the next couple of days to vent and etc that's okay but my emotions will be dipping since my anxiety is still through the roof. Also my dad has not been accepting of who I am and what I'm doing with my life (not playing soccer and me being a lesbian). This is not me being Omg pity on her or a pity party.. I am just stating what's happening and being "open". I apologize to everyone in CAG for this weekend but I am just moving on and learning from this mistake. I should know better and it was stupid and dumb. I am still the same person and won't be going anywhere. If you wish not to talk to me or play with me that's fine, I will understand. Hope everyone has a great day and possibly see some of you on later.

***PS not going to lie I like the purple better the brown (to shed some light and humor) **

[SprayAim]

nice of you to own up and apologise for your mistakes. A bit of humility taken on the chin now and then only makes a person stronger

[SoulSeeker1972]

Sooner or later we all have an oh shit moment, at least your keeping your chin up and driving forward. Stay strong and it always works out.

[Lesbehonest]

Sooner or later we all have an oh shit moment, at least your keeping your chin up and driving forward. Stay strong and it always works out.

Yup like I said it isn't stopping things that I have planned or done anything to give a negative feel towards anyone. I just hope just because this happened people don't play or talk to me anymore. That's my only personal concern.

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[Beastmode]

Yup like I said it isn't stopping things that I have planned or done anything to give a negative feel towards anyone. I just hope just because this happened people don't play or talk to me anymore. That's my only personal concern.

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In no way shape or form should this effect whether people play and or talk to you anymore.

Everyone makes mistakes. Myself included, mistakes don't define who we are. It's our ability to learn and grow from those mistakes that define us as people.



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[BlameItOnGod13]

Not gonna effect whether I talk and/or play with you. Granted we never do now as I'm bf4 only but if the case were otherwise I would still play with you. Just always be honest. I give everyone the benefit of the doubt until they burn me and then I am done with any trust for that person, whomever it may be.


Sent from inside you. Deep inside you.

[Lesbehonest]

Not gonna effect whether I talk and/or play with you. Granted we never do now as I'm bf4 only but if the case were otherwise I would still play with you. Just always be honest. I give everyone the benefit of the doubt until they burn me and then I am done with any trust for that person, whomever it may be.


Sent from inside you. Deep inside you.

I did download bf4 also I can't post in some areas so better to tell you here

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[CAG Cookie]

Everyone has "Oh Shit" moments. We are all human. But its not going to affect playing with you. Just get your help you need and that's all you can do.

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[Randuken]

Myself & Codi had a conversation.

We all make mistakes myself included. I will give you this though despite what happened. Being honest goes along way. In CAG you have the freedom to talk with anyone your friends with.

[CAG Covieleader]

Thank you for being honest and Woman up to your mistakes. Drive on and learn from this.
On a side note, remember your breathing exercises for Anxiety. There are so many Veterans with this disorder today. I can talk to you about it and help you more than you know.


Assistant Commandant &
Leader of Veterans