Sorry

[Lesbehonest]

Not sure if everyone knew but last week I was in the hospital due to issues from "4/20", appearing that something was wrong, and anxiety attacks. Unfortatenly, I can not tell myself that everything okay when everything actually is...I finally get diagnosed with an anxiety disorder and scary enough an eating disorder. I've basically missed all my classes and done nothing due to the fact that I lived in the hospital....My head just can't get rapped around since I still think I feel something on my right abdominal and ribs.. Just struggling to be "okay" so that is why I have posted or done anything.

[Ragez Fury93]

Sorry to hear that, Codi. Anxiety sucks. I worry about having heart attacks which makes anxiety worse for me. It also got a little worse after my breakup.

Focus on getting better. We'll always be here waiting for you. Just take it easy.

[CAG Covieleader]

Get well Lesbehonest. Your health is more important. We will still be here ready to play when your well.

CAG Assistant Commandant and leader of Veterans.

[PestiferousJoe]

If you need words of encouragement or a shoulder to cry on we will be here. A good support system helps ☺.

[Beastmode]

Not sure if everyone knew but last week I was in the hospital due to issues from "4/20", appearing that something was wrong, and anxiety attacks. Unfortatenly, I can not tell myself that everything okay when everything actually is...I finally get diagnosed with an anxiety disorder and scary enough an eating disorder. I've basically missed all my classes and done nothing due to the fact that I lived in the hospital....My head just can't get rapped around since I still think I feel something on my right abdominal and ribs.. Just struggling to be "okay" so that is why I have posted or done anything.

You don't need to apologize for not posting or being readily available when you're clearly going through real life struggles at the moment.

Anxiety and eating disorders are no laughing matter.

If you want to apologize, you can apologize for feeling obligated or the need to apologize for putting your real life first. You will NEVER have to apologize for that. I expect you and any CAG Dogg in Bravo to do EXACTLY that.

If you need ANYTHING, Codi. You know how to get a hold of me. I'm always here for you ma'am. Get better and please don't feel obligated to anything on this front. ♡

[Lesbehonest]

I just need to get over this self doubting period and some new muscles that aren't floating in my stomach. I basically in a trapped box that being my head and can't get out of at the moment. I'm not even sure why I have an eating disorder. I think if I didn't do a certain thing on Monday I probably would've been fine

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[CAG CheechDogg]

CODI YOU BETTER MAN DAH FAWK UP !!!! .... We have gone through other rough periods and I am sure you can shake this shit off .... You are one of the most head strong persons I have seen and especially in the younger ones I have met here online ...

I am sure I don't have to bring up the past but "YOU" know that you can overcome anything because you have so in the past ... So chin up ... dust it off and lets go !!!! Are you a GIRL or a mouse !!!!

[Lesbehonest]

Haha the good thing the more occupied I don't worry about it. Now the hospital near my college SUCKS....um it could be an ulcer (any doctors here?) Um I'm going back to playing rugby and going to classes tomorrow. My mom came up to calm me but even she is worried because no one knows what this is!

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[RainyDaiz]

If it's a stomach ulcer you'd probably notice an increase in pain or uncomfortableness, after eating or drinking things that agitate it. Hope you get a clear diagnosis on it and can free your head for the sports and studies!
Pondered upon a rainy plateau, with a coal forge, and many dragon.

[Lesbehonest]

Its an anxiety so basically just gotta get through the next two weeks and can go home and actually deal with the problem. Basically my anxiety is so bad that it is causing me pain, also I used to have a great imagination and its blocked....that and im always tired..The problem is the way I deal with anxiety mostly is with music and video games...Video games are kinda hard with college and I went a week without music which is like bad. I'm going back to playing rugby to help like feel better