Wow. What a Last Few Weeks I've Had...

[DemikDaGawd]

As some of you may know, I was struggling with opiates from a car wreck I was in years ago. It was getting the best of me and I just got to the point where I needed more help than I could provide myself.

I was placed in a detox program and just got out today. I made sure to hit all of my PS3 people up and let them know I didn't forget about them, and the whole time I was worried that people would think I just flaked out and left CAG. This is not the case, and I am very happy to be back.

I am also proud to say I haven't had any opiates in 12 days.

I want to apologize for anyone that thought I dipped out, as they made ma hand over my phone, my car keys, and any other shit I had on me that could hinder my recovery.

I couldn't wait to be out of there so I could come here and let everyone know that I am back, and that I am deeply sorry for anyone that was relying on me to be in their corner and help with Marksman and such.

It was pretty much a, "do it now" kind of thing. As my mom was coming down really hard on me and basically drove me to the detox facility without me having any knowledge or ability to post in the MIA thread about my absence that was going to take place.

I want to thank you for any understanding you might have for my situation, as I am better now and am sober, thankfully.

Please feel free to hit me up and ask any questions, as my battle might help others.

Thanks my CAG brothers and sisters...

Demik

[CAG CheechDogg]

Glad to see you are doing good Demik....u have nothing to say sorry about. ... handle business n don't ever think something like this would hurt ur status with CAG. ...stay strong n move forward now ok?

Sent From On Top Of This Cold Ass Toilet!!

[DemikDaGawd]

Hey, thanks a lot man, it means quite a bit. I just know I have some responsibility here and don't want any new people to be in limbo due to my personal situations or mistakes. But I appreciate the words, and will be moving forward from here!

[xsilentgoodbyexx]

Welcome back Demik. We'll always be here if you need anything or anyone to talk to. Can't imagine how rough it was. Glad your back now.

[DemikDaGawd]

Welcome back Demik. We'll always be here if you need anything or anyone to talk to. Can't imagine how rough it was. Glad your back now.

It was quite a fuckin journey, thats for sure lol.

I'd say the anxiety is the worst part. The feeling of no escape really kills ya

[xsilentgoodbyexx]

Oh trust me I know the feeling. I moved out here to California from Texas about 5 years ago. Moved in with Mom since she's the only family out here. She lives in the middle of nowhere 35 miles from the nearest grocery store, and there's no jobs, well at least only fast food ones I can get with my experience. When I did have a job out here I was spending more on gas then I was actually making by working. Also, since I moved out here after I graduated and haven't ever gone to college out here I don't know anyone. So all I do all day long is wake up, feed the animals, get on COD, go to sleep, repeat. I've felt trapped for SO long. I know it's not the same. Just letting you know I feel ya.

[RainyDaiz]

It's good that you recognized and got the help you needed, I hope your journey continues well. Here's some laughs to help along the way.

Conan and two NFL stars playing Mortal Combat X (warning, extremely powerful cooter punch)


Pondered upon a rainy plateau, with a coal forge, and many dragon.

[DemikDaGawd]

Lol yeah man, it's all love, and nothing but life experiences that shape us in to whom we become. Im just glad the physical part is over with. The mental shit is bearable, for now