CAG Twonn Apology

[semperdog1775]

First off I have had some time to think about a lot of things. I have never been a very open person but i feel i need to be at least once. About two months ago i started going through a divorce, been married almost 10 years. Then about a month ago things got really bad, i mean really bad. I started lashing out not to be a jerk but i didnt know how to handle it. I was diagnosed with PTSD back in 2008 and always had it somewhat undercontrol untill this divorce started getting ramped up and i lost control. I started acting ways i wpuld never act which started to show here, and for that i am sincerly sorry to all of CAG! It was my own doing for not getting invites and ppl not talking to me. It was none of yous fault and again i am sorry. I started to feel cast out and felt that if my wife could leave me why shouldnt my clanmates? My wife leaving is no fault of mine beleive it or not but you all pushing away is my fault. I am not trying to make excuses but the past couple months i have not been myself.

I never wanted to leave CAG but felt like i had no other options and you all were my family in the gameing world that i left. This is a great place to be and i am asking for forgiveness to be welcomed back. I realize not everyone will want me back and i can accept that but in time i hope that changes. We have done a lot in my short time here. First team to get shocksquad, got invited to Charloe Delta as a LCPL, became a leader as well and i ruined that. Again i am sorry and i have had a lot of time to think. I just want to be back with my gametime CAG Doggs and be back in the number one clan without a doubt that is CAG.

Thank you

CAG Twonn

[breaksk81]

Man were here to help. If you ever need to talk or anything at all there is almost always 1 member around. To talk to. And if you need any info on anything ptsd or combat related just talk to covie he knows all about everything and is a great help. We also have a fourm on here. But welcome back and next time just stop take a deep breath and talk to one of us were all family here.

[Randuken]

Hey bro we make mistakes, it's life. But at least you had the courage and admit to your wrong doings which wasn't a lot. Here at CAG we don't hold grudges on no one. We give people opportunities to turn it around. We've got some ideas in the works to bring more people into CAG in the coming weeks. But none less welcome back, if you ever have a situation or a question don't hesitate to ask one of us. Believe your not the first and you won't be the last to apologize for the actions. We're here for you my man !

[CAG CheechDogg]

My Man. ...I am really glad u took the time to think about it all. ..this is why so many mature n older gamers like it here. ..we all understand what responsibilities we all have as adults n more so parents n gsmers....breakups n separations are no fun and to be going through it all when u have ptsd must be hell...u are not the only one in CAG with ptsd so u are not alone ...if u need help just ask for it because those who are going through the same thing as u are now part of this Family here at CAG n know how hard it is to fit in and we do our best to make u guys know n believe that you guys are our Brothers ...stay strong. ..chin up n remember that if combat didn't kill you a fucking divorce sure the fuck can't! ...got that mu Man? ....

[ObamaAteMyDogg]

Bro I may not know you but I know exactly how you feel I am recently divorce and re married and also have PTSD if you would like to vent talk or what ever hit me up with a privet chat and talk bro. We are all here for you cheech is right your not alone.

[GypsyOutlaw]

Glad you decided to stay Twon

Shit happens and we move on

It takes a big person to come here and post like you did and I commend you for that

So lets move forward from here and let all this sit in the past and be forgotten

Welcome back bro

[CAG CheechDogg]

Bro I may not know you but I know exactly how you feel I am recently divorce and re married and also have PTSD if you would like to vent talk or what ever hit me up with a privet chat and talk bro. We are all here for you cheech is right your not alone.

Hey Obama, thanks a lot for already stepping up and showing what a Brotherhood in a Family like CAG does for it's Brothers when they need some guidance and love.

We have seen many members come and go through the years and it's people like you Obama and like Gypsy who make CAG the place to be!!! When someone is down, we don't kick them, we encourage them and let them know that we are here for them if they need help.

While I may not know what having ptsd is like, there are others here that do ... Covie is one person to talk about this with and so is Gym, SoulSeeker and probably even Gypsy ...

I want everyone to know that it is ok to ask questions and to ask for help and advice here at CAGCLAN.com ... don't be scared to open up, the more we know about each other the better and stronger this Family gets ....

[HG867]

Respect man. You got more now than ever.

[CAG TheKid]

mistakes are a big part of life, and most people in today's world cant own up to them, let alone bounce back ad recover from them. This apoligy shows a lot about you, Twonn. It shows that you are man enough to admit what you did wrong and make up for it.

I myself have GAD and OCD, and many times I have come here to ask for advice regarding my panic attacks. Believe me, talking to someone or groups help a lot as this is such a tight-knit family. We don't judge what anyone is going through; we all have our story written in the book of life

As a clan and as a person, we are always willing to help ANYBODY. If your PTSD or divorce gets bumpy, dont hesitate to tell us bud!

Glad to have you back Twonn.

[semperdog1775]

Thank you all for your kind words! This means a great deal to me, and i know with you all and me staying strong I will be ok. If I need to vent I will do it in other manners then in the past. On a side note I finally finished painting my cabinets and tore out about 1000 square feet of carpet and replaced it with hard wood. Time to change not only myself but the house to something new to move on. Again thank you all!!!