Living With PTSD And Depression

[Jw Gym Freak]

Some days are extremely harder then others, most people don't understand that I have to fight against myself every waking moment. My friends have learned not to push stuff upon me and to accept sometimes that I want to curl up in a ball and end my life, I have never acted on that impulse although I have given it thought over the years.

I am vocal about it to people bc I feel even though I may not win my battle, it may give someone the courage to seek help and enlightenment from others. Personally, therapy did not help me... it actually made it worse. I've had a terrible day, and I'm kind of using this to vent bc if I hate to put my burden on people that are extremely close to me.

sorry for the vent,

Sam
a.k.a. Jw Gym Freak

[Kujeaux]

It it helps you to come on here and vent, do so everytime. Whatever it takes to push the demons away.

Stay strong.

[Lesbehonest]

Hey. I know how you feel. I also have depression and they said its the type that will never go away and I have to just live with it. Usually video games or running for me works..try doing something you love and it loses your focus on your sadness..The more busier you are the better. Hope this help and feel free to let it out!! Never hold it in. Always here if you need to vent or anything ^_^

[CAG Destroyer]

Hey man I suffer from Depression my doc says it's mild but everyone knows that's not true. If you EVER wanna talk man just let me know. I will be here. Don't try to stick it out alone

[Randuken]

Well being that my syndrome has a effect with depression but I get over with video games and CAG Support. The fact that I came in and say what's on my mind helps me out majority of the time. I got family and that's something you can't take away.

Cheer up guys were here for the long haul, don't let depression get to you. you dont need money for eternal Happiness.

Music also helps me alot as well

[CAG Cookie]

My husband and I both have PTSD. His is worse then mine beings he was infantry and saw more. It's a constant battle that can be won.

[CAG Death]

I have both also. If you ever wanna talk hit me up.

[Jw Gym Freak]

I really appreciate the support, I don't really have family to talk to about it... I consider my friends my family and I try not to burden them.

[RainyDaiz]

You ever need a person to listen before talking, I'm here too. I'll give whatever support I can, also, try seei g if a small hobby is around you can pick up, models, electronics, anything, as long as its making something you can admire and use when you finish.
Pondered upon a rainy plateau, with a coal forge, and many dragon.

[LordHavok]

Its fine to come here n vent, this home to all CAG and everyone, nobody will turn u down or anything we will all try to help, I also was diagnosed with PTSD I was the driver in a car accident that killed a few of my passengers, along with a couple unmentionable, so Don't ever feel bad for venting here dude, we all got you