Thats some deep shit guys, I may have shed a man tear. <3
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Last edited by Buhzerk v; July 17th, 2013 at 12:33 AM.
Thank you everyone! It means so much to me..unfortunately some weird shit happened last night and didn't sleep. Also I was suppose to stay a psychiatric unit too but at the last minute I changed my mind. The hospital didn't agree with me though. I am not getting medical attention for my tics and I never knew what tics was. Now I just gotta get through work. I have been issued group therapy for 6 weeks and individual therapy until they take all my money. I am lucky that I still have that little voice in my head, I have attempted before I joined the clan again and I had a lot of stress. I love you all <3
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BlameItOnGod13 (July 17th, 2013),Buhzerk v (July 17th, 2013),jDIAMOND (July 17th, 2013),PATRON (July 17th, 2013)
I've seen this befor if you dated a nice guy you would be lost and not feel normal and try to kill the relationship before it started . I've had some friends just like that only date assholes because in there head its normal . Well I hope for the best for all of you in your lives it can't be easy all the time but what dosent kill us only makes us stronger .
well reading this i think everyone hopes the best for you and trust everything will be ok. some of us have been threw what you are going threw and know how you feel. i would first suggest you do go to therapy as i think it will help you probably more than you know. sometimes meds can be a good thing i am one of those i dont have to take them everyday but one the issues arise i do. i think playing here with us does you alot of good there are alot of people here that would help you any way they could. you are still young and have your whole life ahead of you. things will get better my prayers will always be with you so just take a deep breathe.
jDIAMOND (July 17th, 2013)
Sometimes I wonder why guys are such assholes. I've had seen shit that while its nothing like what you've guys gone thru but stressed none less. Tell me how I'm suppose to look a friend in the face after her husband cheated on her. I've spent time and money on this person but fuck. I lost good friends because of that.
It's the same at work, I see people slack off but I don't even with my condition I have. People call me crazy but I don't care how heavy something is or how difficult I'm gonna get it done.
Xbox and CAG is the reason I'm not depressed and I know how serious that stuff is. I have some what of a social life. You can't trust real life people, funny part is that I trust ppl here than I do I real life. Life ain't perfect but I gotta keep on walking and that's something ill tell you guys. We have each other and in that point that's all it matters. If I'd ever see you guys in real life, I'd be the same person. I'd give you my shirt off my back if I have to. If its an Xbox love membership, points or a game man let me know ill do whatever it is I have to get it. Just so I can say I made a difference. I've done it before and ill do it again. I'm gonna make sure we keep this momentum going, we're not like other clans we care about our members or should I say brothers & sisters.
They can what they want about us but in the end their just hating.
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CAG RubberDucky
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Buhzerk v (July 17th, 2013),CAG CheechDogg (July 17th, 2013),jDIAMOND (July 17th, 2013)
It seems u have a great support group here and I also wish u all the best.... I know I'm just a cruit but if there is any thing I can do even its just listen don't be afraid to ask..
Hiding in your closet waiting (insert evil laugh)
Buhzerk v (July 17th, 2013),Lesbehonest (July 17th, 2013)
^ that's what I'm talking about. Fellow brothers who just got in this clan are showing support! Welcome bro we wish you the best man I really hope your stay here with is one you'll remember.
One thing I've learned as a CO is toy rust others and let them run with it. So far it yields good results. I'm proud of everyone man, the leadership roles you take can have an impact in your future endeavors because if how you deal with people of different personalities and that's important.
Ill see you guys tonight !
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CAG RubberDucky
1st Platoon Commander
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Okay it says this outlaw guy is hiding in my closet I would like to know how in the fuck he got in there
Buhzerk v (July 17th, 2013)
BlameItOnGod13 (July 17th, 2013)
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