Sad to say..

[Lesbehonest]

Well I didn't want to say anything really but I haven't been active for some reasons. This reason is hard for me. Truly I always try to be happy and supportive and of two weeks ago I have been diagnosed with Depression and also just find out NOW that all my years I had Facial Tics. My sadness and depression is just there and now my depression is being linked to Alzheimer's disease, which I witnessed at a very young age with my only grandmother who was alive. I take breaks just because I can't go full out long hours anymore.I hope everyone understands and I wasn't sure if I wanted to post it or not. I want to thank everyone for being awesome and loving here! When I'm on my medication, I will have side effects so please bear with me!

Thank you <3

From Codi at a classified location

[PATRON]

I'm very saddend to here this
Keep your head up n never fell like ur a burden amongst us .
You are part of our family and u will never be turned away EVER .

I admire u and appreciate u trusting us enough to come on here and letting us know something so personal .

CAG PATRON 11-22-12

[Buhzerk v]

Wow I really do feel for you and I know what it feels like to go through some really tough things. Stay strong and never give up. We're all here to support you.

[XxNINJAxX]

Sorry to hear that Girly... we are here for you and if you need anything or jus want someone to talk to i am here and always got a listening ear open for ya... hope all goes well and wish you the best of luck with soccer and have fun out there.

Dont worry about the not bein able to stay on long hours cause we wont hold it against you at all. If you have any issues with your fireteam or need any help with anything jus let me kno wat it is that i can do to help and i will for sure do wat i can to make sure it is done.

NINJA OUT
1st Platoon Alpha Squad Leader

[CAG CheechDogg]

Oh hell no! Keep your chin up Codi , man up !

Let me tell you something about me Codi, I have Tics myself, I have had it for years, shit since I can remember. Mine is not as bad as before, at times it fucks with my vocals but mostly is always me squinting and people thinking im mad.

The times that they are vocal you guys might of already caught me doing it, when we have had meetings and I am silent for a few seconds, that is my Tics kicking in lol...

I do crack my knuckles a lot and sometimes it looks like I am the exorcist because of how stupid my move my head sometimes.

My parents wanted to take me to the doctors for this shit but I said no, I will never be on any kind of fucking medications for this shit fuck that....You might want to look into "medical marijuana" Codi and I am being very serious about it.

Talk to your Doctor in private about this it helps me tons !

[Sidebangx]

Fuck, I want to foremostly apologize if i've said anything to you that might of made you stress in anyway. I play and joke alot Codi! So I apologize if i said anything that might of irritated you ! I didn't know all of this was going on.

Im also sorry to hear about it. Whatever you want Ill do anything in my power to help you Codi, and I speak for everyone when I say this, Your one of the family members that is the glue and the heart of CAG, the ones who've stuck around working behind the scenes to keep CAG the well oiled machine that it is. I thank you Codi, I still remember the first time we spoke, And the way you talked to me. The picture and definition of friendship and kindness. Damn. We're all here for you Codi! Ears to listen, shoulders to cry on and backs to carry you when you need it!

Later,

[BlameItOnGod13]

i was diagnosed bipolar when i was 15. i tried to kill myself when i was 18. i spent 5 day's in a psychiatric unit. not fun.

so i can relate. just don't let it get to you. when i am having a bad day i come on the chat or play with my buddies here and they make me laugh and forget all that shit.

there is always someone here you can talk too.

[EVILANGEL]

Let me tell u something I feel for u I do few years ago I went through the worst of my abusive relationships (yes there was more then one) he tried to kill me I ended up with depression and panic and anxiety attacks and what no one knows agoraphobia (fear of leaving the house) because after that fight I had lost all hope I didn't wanna go anywhere or do anything. I basically have up but no one would let me I had people here for me and it prob saved me and I will always be here for u i don't give a fuck what time it is if u need me text my phone love ya girl keep ur head up it will get better promise u

[CAG CheechDogg]

Holy shit Angel, I am very claustrophobic lol...and a Friend who works with people like us said I have the perfect case of "agoraphobia".

I have been in 4 car accidents, one I flew through the windshield..should of been dead really. Been shot at, stabbed but the screw driver got caught in my "Pee-Chee" folder sideways so it helped me..."GANSTAH" for those who know what a Pee-Chee is !

Just made me give out a huge sigh of relief when I read up to your last post Angel. The amount of people here on the forums who have similar stories is astonishing. We have War Vets, Street Vets, we have blue collar workers and business fucks as well.

This is why I love these forums you guys, we can come in here and type away our stories, our daily experiences and someone is going to relate to our shit!

I have these forums open to the public for a reason and just so you know Codi this is in the public forums not in the members only unless you didn't know and you want me to move it over.

So Codi again I will say this Mah', keep your mahtherfawken chin up ! Man up babe ! It's gonnah be hard but you can manage it and use it to your advantage, believe me I did it.

[EVILANGEL]

Ya I keep my life secretive usually but I've been through a lot married at 21to a verbally abusive ass then engaged to the on that tried to kill me had a restraining order on another ex and another one put a gun to my head and a knife to my throat and I was raped by a good friend and a friend who I thought was a friend threatened to kill me what did I learn becareful who u let in ur life but I still date assholes lmao