I'm back to almost normal! =D

Okay, sorry to all for my leave from gaming in general. My life hit rock bottom awhile ago and my life went to hell, probably the lowest point in my young life but that's beside the fact.
Pretty much what happened at first was my family started falling apart, fights pretty much all the time. At one point there wasn't one day were me and my parents didn't fight. Next piece that decided to fall wrong was me and my GF. We had more and more fights until finally I just said frick it, I'm done with this complete **** relationship. And after that I've been trying to keep her from going postal in some way, shape, or form. But we aren't back together and we mostly likely won't be back together for a few years if we ever get back together.
And if I couldn't get lower, all this and more happening at once put me in a depressed mood 24/7. I did nothing all day pretty much but school and sleep. But I'm getting out of this hole now. Family is back together, EX. finally realized she can move on, and I'm out of the depression. So I'll be back in full force soon, playing games with everyone again and getting MW3 and BF3 asap. Thank you guys for not removing me from the roster it means alot.

yaaaaaaaaa welcome back buddy Can I help you out with a 20.00 microsoft points card to give you a another kick to kicking it with us on battle field with us we need you

Reaper it has been now 3 years since I have known you and I have seen you develop into a good kid. You coming here on our forums and sharing what you have been going through proves that we here are Family.

Although it is "Sad but True" what you are going through right now, unfortunately this will not be the last time you go through rough times in your life. I am not the most religious person in the world, but somehow I believe all the rough times we go through are test from the big man upstairs.

Reaper it makes me proud to see you handling this the best way you can. We will always have problems in the Family its just a part of life. We are also going to always have problems in our relationships with those we love, our girlfriends, boyfriends, husbands an wives. But please remember that it is never as bad as it seems.

There was a time Reaper when I was living in my car because of problems I had with my parents and my Son's Mom. I had no job, no where to live and I was at the lowest point in my life. But you have to keep on going and realize that unless we something about it we will always feel helpless and or depressed.

I personally do not believe in depression, but it has to be real. Whether I believe it or not, I am sure I have gone through it myself at some point in my life.

Reaper I have told you this many times before, I would be proud to have you as my Son. You are a good kid and all you need is some good direction in your life. Maybe the best thing for you to do right now is concentrate on school.

There is no way in hell that I would remove you from our roster. You are part of the CAG Family and if there is anything I can help you with I will.

So keep you chin up Reaper!

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Originally Posted by "CAG Stormy SGT ELIAS" post=8026

yaaaaaaaaa welcome back buddy Can I help you out with a 20.00 microsoft points card to give you a another kick to kicking it with us on battle field with us we need you

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Stormy I will pitch in some money for Reaper to help him get either BF3 or MW3 which ever one he wants. If the rest of the Clan can help us out with what ever they can, please donate what you can to the Clan. We can then get the money to him.

If no one else pitches in, I will complete the rest for his game.

Hooah.
Glad to see ya back cuz.

I am reminded of what my father told me when I was going through some trouble myself.

You are tougher than you think and this situation which may seem horrible shall too pass.
It is hard to think about the future when the right now is being a dick. But trust me cuz you are going to get through it just fine and come out on the other side with an appreciation for the experience.

If there is anything I can do Im but an Email away.


Bobby

Glad to have you back reaper

Iron you got another +10 for that bit of advice my Friend!

Thanks

Don't know you yet but glad to hear that you are getting out of a low point in life..Shit happens I was in a Low point for about 3 months after getting back from Iraq. I know how you feel. Hope to play with you soon.

Thanks guys :) lol and I don't want you to buy me anything, I'll get them soon. Well MW3 I already had it paid off before I went down so all I have to get is about $60 bucks for BF3 and I'll be set. And this weekend I should be able to get more time because I know my gold membership is up.

Either way Reaper we are going to help you out in some way foo! And you have no say so! BAHAHAHA!

You just make us proud we'll worry aboutyour gaming enough said.

Hell yeah! +10 props for that!

I take that back there is one thing I hope some can help out with....can I bum a trail card for XBL off someone so tomorrow I can play MW3 with you guys?

wow I am very impressed with the closeness this clan shows! I've only been involved with you guys for a few days but posts like this and the response and reception it got reminds me that there is actually still good in this world!

Cheech, you're post has really good advice!, the only thing I would say is I do think depression exists,I have a sister who studies psychology and I'm studying biomedical sciences myself so there is a lot of evidence to show that it is an illness. Saying that just as things can be very bad reaper, it's always very important to remember that things can ALWAYS recover, your body is a remarkable thing and subconsciously you will be doing things to help yourself without you even knowing! This always helps me when I'm feeling low anyway.

Reaper, I know you don't know me and I don't know you, but I have a lot of experience with this kind of thing and if theres anything you want help or advice on you can always ask and I will try and help you on the matter! hope to see you on the battlefield soon buddy!